I'm Over You and You're Stupidity

Dear Eric Baird,

I really wish you would read this so I can tell you how much of a complete asshole you are. You played me, you hurt me, you toyed with me, and you treated me like shit. Why did I like you so much? Why did I want to be with you so much? Why did I bother crying over you? Why did I despise myself so much when I stopped talking to you? I will not pine over you, nor will I ever wonder about you again. I don't hate you, but honestly, I don't give a shit about you anymore. I hope you enjoy your pathetic excuse for a life. I'm over it. Finally.

sincerely,

the girl you NEVER deserved.

Summer Lovin'

UPDATE!


1. Get a tattoo.
2. Kiss a cute guy.
3. See Kristen Falls every day that I'm in the Bakersfield area.
4. Take multiple short road trips.
5. Take 2 long road trips.
6. Follow through on a goal.
7. Spend time with my great-grandmother.
8. Be in two places at once.
9. Have a crazy birthday party.
10. Get unbelieveably drunk once.
11. Kiss in the rain.
12. Walk barefoot in the rain.
13. Swimming in the rain.
14. Make it to Warped Tour.
15. Live with someone else for a week.
16. Talk like Billy Mayes. RIP Billy Mayes
17. Make a committment.
18. Not get sick.
19. Meet a cute guy named Steven.
20. Buy Oxyclean.
21. Go poster shopping.
22. Make a decent amount of money.
23. Feel pretty, every single day.
24. Hang out with my best friends as much as possible.
25. Make this the best summer of my life so far.

Summer Goals Update.

So I'm reposting my 25 summer goals, but in this entry, as i finish them, I will put a strike through them. This is so we can keep track of my goals. Keep checking back for updates!


1. Get a tattoo.
2. Kiss a cute guy.
3. See Kristen Falls every day that I'm in the Bakersfield area.
4. Take multiple short road trips.
5. Take 2 long road trips.
6. Follow through on a goal.
7. Spend time with my great-grandmother.
8. Be in two places at once.
9. Have a crazy birthday party.
10. Get unbelieveably drunk once.
11. Kiss in the rain.
12. Walk barefoot in the rain.
13. Swimming in the rain.
14. Make it to Warped Tour.
15. Live with someone else for a week.
16. Talk like Billy Mayes. RIP Billy Mayes
17. Make a committment.
18. Not get sick.
19. Meet a cute guy named Steven.
20. Buy Oxyclean.
21. Go poster shopping.
22. Make a decent amount of money.
23. Feel pretty, every single day.
24. Hang out with my best friends as much as possible.
25. Make this the best summer of my life so far.

The End is Nowhere Near.

Twenty-Five Summer Goals.


1. Get a tattoo.
2. Kiss a cute guy.
3. See Kristen Falls every day that I'm in the Bakersfield area.
4. Take multiple short road trips.
5. Take 2 long road trips.
6. Follow through on a goal.
7. Spend time with my great-grandmother.
8. Be in two places at once.
9. Have a crazy birthday party.
10. Get unbelieveably drunk once.
11. Kiss in the rain.
12. Walk barefoot in the rain.
13. Swimming in the rain.
14. Make it to Warped Tour.
15. Live with someone else for a week.
16. Talk like Billy Mayes for a day.
17. Make a committment.
18. Not get sick.
19. Meet a cute guy named Steven.
20. Buy Oxyclean.
21. Go poster shopping.
22. Make a decent amount of money.
23. Feel pretty, every single day.
24. Hang out with my best friends as much as possible.
25. Make this the best summer of my life so far.

Explode.

I'm sick of hearing German.


The End.

Done.

I'm letting go.





I'm giving up.

Empty.

I need to disappear.
I need to let everything go.